hallo (and what´s happening around here or so...).

Hallo I´m back :) Really...

It feels awkward being absent from a place I quite like that much,

like this small place here that has become a dear nook for me within the last year.

but sometimes life happens and priorities may change a bit...

maybe you already read my last post...

the last three/ four months have been some tough ones for me and my family.

First there was my torn shoulder capsule and then I got a neuralgia in this body part.

I had to take antibiotics several times and quite strong medication,

unfortunately through side effects I got nerve irritations in many different parts of my body,

with burning nerve pain, there was a time I could barely use both of my arms.

I am on sick leave since February, something I thought will never happen,

because as freelancer you don`t really take any days off, usually, I guess...

Sometimes life just comes different as we may think.

It´s a crazy thing.

But in those times you learn what really matters, for your family

and yourself. Plans may change.

There are so many things we often pay to much attention to.

In those times you learn what is really inside of you.

It took me a while to stop (really stop looking) on the pain and the problems,

and holding unto Gods promises, 

sometimes faith is a decision, the decision what you will believe,

the decision what will fill your heart...

and I´m happy because where ever we are at life,

God is in control, when we put our hope on him.

"Praise the Lord, my soul all my inmost being, praise his holy name.
 Praise the Lord, my soul and forget not all his benefits—
who forgives all your sin and heals all your diseases,
 who redeems your life from the pit and crowns you with love and compassion,  

who satisfies your desires with good thing , so that your youth is renewed like the eagle’s."

 (psalm 103,1-5)

That´s my decision, that´s how I live and thats what I lean on to

and what makes me happy ....

So I´m going on, blogging along, lot`s of things to tell  along the way...